my cyber pen :): OCD issues

Scene 1: in the toilet

Toilet sy kena sentiasa kering, mat diletakkan kat setiap tempat yg possibly mendatangkan kebasahan, toiletries sy spt shampoo, shower cream, toothbrush, toothpaste, tongue scrapper, floss and so on, EVERYTHING is in GREEN. towell sy suma jenis yg sama, color yg sama (beige).

Scene 2: kat rumah mummy (meja makan)

Cousin: anga, ktorang (her siblings including her goodself) panggil anga OCD. da lama kitorang perasan.

me: ye ke? tak perasan pulak

Cousin: tgk sekarang, tgn anga buat ape tu?

*sambil berbual rupenye tak sedar lgsung daripada mula duduk tu i took serviette atas meja, lap meja yg ada air basah basah, lap sudu n garfu before makan*

i used to stay w them before masuk mmu, so diorang tau lah perangai sy.

Scene 3: setiap kali hubby ask me to urut his scars n keloids (the burns)

me: jap eh i cuci tangan

hubby: berapa kali u nk cuci tangan

me: tadi i dah pegang rambut, nnt ada bakteria (or sometimes, dah terpegang muka/ katil/ apa apa je lah)

hubby: ...

scene 4: everytime mandi/ basah rambut

sy akan angkat bahu dan jalan mendongak, make sure rambut tak kena any part of my skin (kecuali kepala la). sbb dah set dah dlm kepala, klau kena, nnt badan tumbuh unnecessary jerawat ke ape ke. and nobody can touch my face, including myself! klau tidak, berjerawat!!!!!!! i nvr wipe my face w tissue ke towell ke, biar dia air dry sendiri. once, i put anything je on my face kecuali facial wash/mekap/ air dia akan ada sesuatu yg kurang senang timbul.

scene 5: anything abt my personal stuffs / territory

car keys, alwayssssss on my working table in my room, handbags alwayssss dlm tempat dia, jewelries kat box dia, my books always kat rak, katil tak bole ada newspaper, remote ape ape lah, controller aircond, musti kena sangkut kat tempat dia on the walllllll, selipar toilet, utk letak dlm toilet je, selipar bilik utk letak dlm bilik je, etc etc etc

scene 6: perihal baju

basuh baju kena make sure wangi!!! jgn angkat klau belum kering, jgn angkat letak di atas meja/ lantai/ nnt kena kuman, i will not wear it and i will secretly basuh semula klau tak diletak dlm my laundry punya bakul! hanger suma kena sama color, sidai ikut ketinggian n color, mesti di terbalikkan nnt kene cahaya matahari color dia kusam. socks sepatut nye kena ada hanger dia sendiri, sbb tak bole campur w lingerie punya hanger!!! etc etc etc i hate ironing clothes! yg ni mcm nk hantar dobi for ironing semua termasuk telekung! tp nk wat camana kan, malas bermaharajalela. so iron sendiri je(kecuali cadar)!

OMG, i feel like vomiting to death now! ni tak masuk semua lg sendiri pun rasa mual w myself, but i am just being me. sbb tu la most of the time sy ni bersepahhhhhh kan je bilik tu, sbb lg okay klau dia bersepah, daripada kemas tak siap (ada yg tk ikut my expectation). tp hubby is the happiest man, setiap kali dia tgk bilik dalam keadaan rapi. but when dia start amek baju dia sendiri, my tower(susunan lipatan baju mengikut saiz yg sama) runtuh, sy akan ignore, dan sepahkan satu bilik! haha.

pic 1: this was my room before i got married. masa ni kabut n asyik tak sempat nk susun jadik la camni either terlalu kemas, atau terlalu bersepah. tak ade so-so in my dictionary.