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cuci kereta

2011-10-16T21:05:00.007+08:00

hubby's working night shift. sobs. but we both had fun cuci kereta before he left. now i'm still choosing photos for my wedding album. we've been married for 8 months already. (nikah 11.02.2011) huu. i know, i am super slow right? everybody has been asking where's the wedding album, especially during raya haritu. well, i wanna make sure that it'll be ready once we move to our new crib! cant wait. that is gonna be the best bday pressie ever!!! soooo tak sabar! :) love u, hubs!

here are some photos that i've picked. i just got the low resolution photos from the photographer. we'll get all high reso photos once we've done with the choices together with the canvas and photobook. okay lah, gd night! :)

johaNooreen

love,

ss & groupon

2011-10-16T10:26:00.010+08:00

#1 about SS

got my headbands delivered last friday. yippie. a brand new episode of SS series. incase u're wondering, it is Sereni & Shentel :) i wish i hv all the money in the world so i cd buy them all. Y_Y anyways, i dn feel like talking much, let the pictures do the talking.

pic #1: me and my metal grey mandy.

this was right after i opened the parcel!

pic #2: with my light coral block party.

realised that the colour of my headband did not suit my top,

i grabbed my sleeping attire since it's white and

u can clearly see the yellow top at the bg right? :p

pic #3: wearing my kiwi mini ice ice baby.

took this photo the next day

right after i got up for breakfast,

hence the busuk face. :P

pic #3: wearing my licorice blair

took this photo at klia last week.

almost 11 pm, and look at me

i was already sleepy.

#2 about groupon

why groupon? yeah we knw tt groupon hs been there for quite some time already. but it's just that lately, my hubby's been busy purchasing things offered thr. ever since he registered, he's been buying loads of things recently. the first coupon was the manhattan, fish market. :)

pic #5: me and my eyebags are an item. tak bole pisah!

pic #6: hubby's playing bejewelled as always!

p/s: hubby sy suka shopping. dia balik ikea mesti ade je benda baru dia beli. latest were shoe rack, cermin super besar tak ingat dunia, pokok kecil n pot. (jadi jgn marah sy klau sy pun suka shopping okay en hubby).

on a diff note, dry entry lama tak update sbb im busy w work n finalising our wedding album. will share once dah siap! :)

love,

brisk walking on sunday morning :)

2011-09-25T12:42:00.004+08:00

as promised, hubby kejutkan sy time dia reached home from work, it was 7.15am. selama ni, i nvr realised that kejiranan kami mmg sngt peaceful dan cantik sekali penuh dengan recreation punya amenities. :) no wonder everytime abah balik dia akan jogging during weekends. rupenye sngt cantik!!! my father in law bekerja di luar kawasan, jadi jarang jarang balik. pagi tadi, dia pun jogging skali.

happy sunday, ppl!

pic 1: org jahat, suruh ready, pastu dia snap muka dia sendiri!

pic 2: get set!!!

pic 3: our last brangelina-pitt stop

pic 4: hai, nama saya noordin. :B

love,

thank u along, me heart u loooong time ;)

2011-09-18T21:01:00.006+08:00

my mama in law just got back from vietnam. guess what did she bring back for me??? bungkusan dari ALONG!!! my eldest sister, well basically dia je satu satunye sibling seayah and semama saya. :) dia kerja kat ho chi minh city. dia tau sy suka HRC punya baju, jadi dia belikan utk adiknya ini. TIMA KASIH BANYAK KAKAK!

memule tgk size XS macam tak caya bole muat ke ni? (mmg dlu sy pakai suma size xs, tp sejak da nak kawin badan sy naik mendadak mcm di pam pam. tp lately pas puasa, time raya sy tak makan byk sngt jadi badan sy sudah susut. and guess what? sy muat semua baju XS sy kembali! hurrah!

lg satu, initially dia nk bg topi tu utk my hubby tp malangnya i dont think he can fit topi tu, sbb suami sy bergeliga, jadi size dia extra large skit. haha. so it's mine! ;)

thank u along!!! i love u!

pic 1: bukti size XS

pic 2: tunjukkan baju ni ada longgar longgar skit kat perut tu ada angin skit. :P

pic 3: melaram

pic 4: double me, my twin at the back yall~

pic 5: note from my sis to my MIL, cause dia left the things at the receptionist counter whr my MIL stayed

love,

OCD issues

2011-09-17T08:14:00.008+08:00

Scene 1: in the toilet

Toilet sy kena sentiasa kering, mat diletakkan kat setiap tempat yg possibly mendatangkan kebasahan, toiletries sy spt shampoo, shower cream, toothbrush, toothpaste, tongue scrapper, floss and so on, EVERYTHING is in GREEN. towell sy suma jenis yg sama, color yg sama (beige).

Scene 2: kat rumah mummy (meja makan)

Cousin: anga, ktorang (her siblings including her goodself) panggil anga OCD. da lama kitorang perasan.

me: ye ke? tak perasan pulak

Cousin: tgk sekarang, tgn anga buat ape tu?

*sambil berbual rupenye tak sedar lgsung daripada mula duduk tu i took serviette atas meja, lap meja yg ada air basah basah, lap sudu n garfu before makan*

i used to stay w them before masuk mmu, so diorang tau lah perangai sy.

Scene 3: setiap kali hubby ask me to urut his scars n keloids (the burns)

me: jap eh i cuci tangan

hubby: berapa kali u nk cuci tangan

me: tadi i dah pegang rambut, nnt ada bakteria (or sometimes, dah terpegang muka/ katil/ apa apa je lah)

hubby: ...

scene 4: everytime mandi/ basah rambut

sy akan angkat bahu dan jalan mendongak, make sure rambut tak kena any part of my skin (kecuali kepala la). sbb dah set dah dlm kepala, klau kena, nnt badan tumbuh unnecessary jerawat ke ape ke. and nobody can touch my face, including myself! klau tidak, berjerawat!!!!!!! i nvr wipe my face w tissue ke towell ke, biar dia air dry sendiri. once, i put anything je on my face kecuali facial wash/mekap/ air dia akan ada sesuatu yg kurang senang timbul.

scene 5: anything abt my personal stuffs / territory

car keys, alwayssssss on my working table in my room, handbags alwayssss dlm tempat dia, jewelries kat box dia, my books always kat rak, katil tak bole ada newspaper, remote ape ape lah, controller aircond, musti kena sangkut kat tempat dia on the walllllll, selipar toilet, utk letak dlm toilet je, selipar bilik utk letak dlm bilik je, etc etc etc

scene 6: perihal baju

basuh baju kena make sure wangi!!! jgn angkat klau belum kering, jgn angkat letak di atas meja/ lantai/ nnt kena kuman, i will not wear it and i will secretly basuh semula klau tak diletak dlm my laundry punya bakul! hanger suma kena sama color, sidai ikut ketinggian n color, mesti di terbalikkan nnt kene cahaya matahari color dia kusam. socks sepatut nye kena ada hanger dia sendiri, sbb tak bole campur w lingerie punya hanger!!! etc etc etc i hate ironing clothes! yg ni mcm nk hantar dobi for ironing semua termasuk telekung! tp nk wat camana kan, malas bermaharajalela. so iron sendiri je(kecuali cadar)!

OMG, i feel like vomiting to death now! ni tak masuk semua lg sendiri pun rasa mual w myself, but i am just being me. sbb tu la most of the time sy ni bersepahhhhhh kan je bilik tu, sbb lg okay klau dia bersepah, daripada kemas tak siap (ada yg tk ikut my expectation). tp hubby is the happiest man, setiap kali dia tgk bilik dalam keadaan rapi. but when dia start amek baju dia sendiri, my tower(susunan lipatan baju mengikut saiz yg sama) runtuh, sy akan ignore, dan sepahkan satu bilik! haha.

pic 1: this was my room before i got married. masa ni kabut n asyik tak sempat nk susun jadik la camni either terlalu kemas, atau terlalu bersepah. tak ade so-so in my dictionary.

pic 2: sebelum kemas

pic 3: selebetan maksima

pic 4: speechless, i knw!

pic 5: tada, ni versi separa kemas (senget lg tp tak sabar nk snap masa tu)

Pic 6, 7 & 8: recent photo. today's laundry

Pic 7: all blacks y'all

Pic 8: si putih

love,

relax, take it easy

2011-09-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

oh great now this song's stuck in my head ;)

love,

org ho chi minh tera!

2011-09-05T21:41:00.006+08:00

got up late this morning. went to the office at 9.00 am. but chow half way, doctor bagi MC. it was almost 4pm dah pun time balik tu, cause really tak larat!!! Y_Y

anyway, back to the title, i chat w my sis, Along ptg tadi. i was so excited, i smsed my family that along is online. (sebab bukan senang nk dpt ckp ngan my sis ni due to sistem tetutup negara yg dia diami sekarang ni). even her blog pun dah kene shut down dah. first diorang warning kat email. tp along tk faham cause dia ckp bahasa diorang. tup tup, terus kene tutup dah her blog. haha even her gmail account pun dah kene tutup. owh well, nk buat camana kan.

anyway, part tajuk ni tak masuk masuk lagi. ha, dlm byk byk benda yg along cerita paling kelakar skali bab org sana tera / hebat. diorang kan, bawak sume benda lah atas moto. hahaha! memule my sis nmpk org bawak washing machine atas moto. pstu dia nmpk org bawak fridge 2 pintu tu naik moto. fuiyo! hebat kan? org bawak pc smpai 5- 6 atas moto pun ada. hebak hebak! haha

pic 1: chatting w along and mummy :)

okay lah, tu je nk ckp. tp mmg funny lah! m missing my nephew n niece already. Y_Y

love,

raya episod 1 si preity zinta, rani mukherjee, zahnita, megan fox

2011-09-05T01:13:00.011+08:00

hehe tajuk nk gempak kan? :P well, will tell u more about that later at the end of this post.

ada dua topics dalam entry ni. one, about raya and another one about persamaan muka kita dengan org lain di mata individu2 berbeza.

Alhamdulillah, we started beraya rumah saudara mara today. Lepas kami hantar pak mentua ke KLIA we headed straight to Shah Alam. First was my uncle's, wali yang menikahkan saya, ayah noh. then his aunt's, aunty yan. :) It was fun. As usual, i talked a lot. Well, I enjoy talking. Blame my mom for that! ehe. :P Mama saya peramah. Anyways the activities are makan makan mcm biasa, bual bual, and photo shooting(terskip this part kat umah my uncle)!!! :)

Pic 1: otw to KLIA, we took a diff car. the rest naik satu keta.

Pic 2: @ aunty Yan's (l2r atas, anak anak aunty yan K Ja, K Elle & K Linda,

l2r bawah, seblah saya kakak ipar n Kak Intan)

Pic 3: lagi skali

Pic 4: with awish(the little boy) and boy

Pic 5: the couples

Okay habis part 1. sekarang masuk part 2. nama nama di atas tajuk tu ialah antara individu individu yg dikaitkan dengan saya, oleh lain lain orang. ehe. Contohnya camni, what leads to this topic was actually sesampainya saya di rumah aunty yan. benda first yg diorang greet selain daripada nooreen dah berisi ke belum nmpk mcm *sambil buat gaya da gemuk skit* hehe. back to the topic, ha the first thing yg diorang ckp, muka nooreen macam *pastu buat persamaan*, Mak Long: Macam Preity Zienta. Aunty Yan: macam pelakon Indon la! and bila subject tu bermula di pass around the table, sy keluar mengambil sambal sotong di dlm boot keta. huuuu *bimbang disamakan dengan param pula* ehehe. Masuk masuk je sambung balik bincang, last skali conclusion mereka, macam artis lah. hahaha.

Pic 6: Preity Zinta (kan ke jauh beza tu?)

TIDAKKKK, saya bukan nk perasan ke poyo ke ape disini, tp sy tauuuuu anda anda anda juga disamakan dengan si polan dan polan dan polan kan? heh, well my cousin called me zahnita. NOPE *sebelum korang ckp aku perasan kan*. obviously not because of muka sy mirip zahnita. tp sbb masa baru masuk mmu, sy suka pakai skirt. skirt labuh la. dia samakan sbb dlm cerita ape ntah zahnita jadik student couple ngan yusry. zahnita pakai skirt camtu. hahaha. tu je. lepas tu skarang dia panggil sy yuna, sbb sy dah berjinak jinak merpati pakai tudung. haha walaupun tak sama lgsung cara pakai cam yuna ataupun muka cam yuna. hehe tu dah satu bab dah.

Pic 7: Zahnita (haha, pasal skirt, x jumpa gambar skirt tu sbb lupa cerita ape)

Pic 8: Yuna (byk nye hadiah dia)

Masa kat mmu juga sy dikait dengan rani mukherjee. okay bukan sbb rupa jugak. sbb nama ketiga saya. ZaiRANIee. haha. hence, dpt panggilan Rani. haha. *tapi ni paling sy suka, sbb mmg peminat rani mukherjee pun! hahaha*

Pic 9: Rani Mukherjee (yg ni sy suka dia plis!!!!!)

pastu MEGAN FOX????? yang ni seriously i have no clue at all!!! my ex just told me that. dia ckp sy megan fox dia. hahaha. well, kami couple tak lama sngt pun. agaknya yg dia ingt sumanya baik baik tentang saya. sbb tu dia rasa sy cam megan fox kot? owell. he's a nice guy, pada sy suami sy ada iras dia. chinese look, sama tggi, sama feature. :) tgk? sy pun suka mensamakan orng. :) tp jgn salah faham ye. both my ex n hubby yg ngorat sy dulu ye. bukan sy yg kejar diorang sbb muke cam siapa siapa ke apa ke. huu. (biasanya yg sy kejar nak ajak couple org gelap gelap skit ye, HONEST!!!)

Pic 10: Megan Fox (apekah??????)

owh ye, masa sy kawin tak psl psl ada yg ckp cam pelakon indon vs jue aziz. I know, right? APAKAH? hahaha. mungkin juru mekap tu minat kat cerita indon atau jue aziz kot?

Pic 11: Jue Aziz (yg perempuan ye, lelaki tu Jehan Miskin)

lagi satu ada pulak kakak ipar sy ckp, ada kawan dia kata muka kami sama. cuba korang tgk ada sama tak? hehehe

pic 12 :kakak ipar is next to me (in grey)

pic 13: zoom skit kasik clear (bole click besar gamba ni)

i knw that ramai org kat luar sana pun tetibe kene sama sama ngan sesiapa kan? klau ada yg sy tersamakan ngan sesiapa tu, sy minta maaf. yg pentingnya, mmg di mata setiap individu mmg berbeza beza, maka benarlah beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

btw, how was ur raya? hope you're having a real good time during raya, k? okay lah, nk sambung balik tdo. have a good sleep ppl, esok isnin dah start keja! toodle loo~

love,

My first raya as a wife -- i was tragically happy!

2011-09-03T02:24:00.029+08:00

When we first got married, hubby promised to celebrate raya this year with my family. i thought it's a standard practice for a newly wed, the first raya will usually be spent with the wifey's family. *but not if they live with the wifey's family lah kot?* However, something came up at the very last minute my father in law requested us to join them in Kedah as he said that this would probably be the last raya for Tok as she is terribly ill. After a long conversation with my mom, I finally decided to sacrifice my first raya; this time without my family. Actually it wasn't about Tok's condition. Because i believe in Qada' and Qadar. We could never tell how long a person can live. But I agreed with mama. Of course she's upset. Sad. Since my sis is abroad, with her family. Moreover, both me and hubby live with the in laws. What more could a mum ask than to be with her daughter during such an important day. However mom was right, a wife needs to obey and satisfy her husband. So, I agreed and did not want to make a fuss about it. :) But with a condition, which was to iftar and sahur with my family before raya. :) Actually since we're going back to Johor, I would like to bring my hubby to visit my arwah ayah's kubur. We did not manage to visit Arwah Ayah since it was raining heavily everytime we passed Kulai. I hope next year we have the chance to do so. Amin. :)

So raya started early for us, well at least it was for me. Cause mama cooked raya dishes during our last iftar (2nd day before raya) as the next day we rushed back to Putrajaya. We spent 2 nights with my family, long enough for me to actually help doing the house chores since Along (my eldest sis) was not around. Well, all of us has been depending too much on Along for the house chores, so this year was quite a melancholic experience without her blabbering about this and that when she started to do the spring cleaning. :P However, thanks to Skype as we managed to video talk during the 'early raya' we had back in Johor. :)

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On Monday, we started our journey back to Putrajaya after sahur, around 6.30 am. It was raining heavily when we reached Kulai. We stopped at Kulai Tol to pass Ibu's handphone as she left it at our house during the 'early raya' celebration. Got the first and the only angpow (so far). It was from my cousin, Ayin(Ibu's first and only daughter). :)

We reached Putrajaya around 10.30 am. No cars, no jam. Plus we took my mother in law's car. Hence awal gila smpai. Took 3 hours nap. Actually less, cause did the packing and what not. Then off we went to Kedah at around 2+ish, almost 3 due to last preparation of rendang and all the packing thingy.

pic 1: nursing hubby, who was not well First Raya. we spent our Pagi raya in the hotel room. *was thinking how do i look in short hair, now*

pic 2 : salam raya with hubby at the in law's hotel room

pic 3: salam raya with mama in law

The traffic to Kedah was bad especially along the highway in Perak. Glad we finally reached Sg Petani just before azan maghrib. Fil checked in at Park Avenue, SP while the 3 of us (me, hubby, MIL) waited in the car and we went straight to his kampung for iftar with Mak Teh's family and Tok. Yes, Tok was not well. At times, she depends on the oxygen tank to breathe. *My prayers for her best, always* "Macam ni lah orang dah nyanyuk", I could clearly recall my Father In Law's statement about Tok. Well, yg terbaik saja untuknya, insyaallah, Amin. :)

pic 4: went visit his aunties, uncles and Tok

pic 5: yeah us again!

pic 6: we went to Pantai Merdeka with his cousins

pic 7: mama insisted to take my photo at Park Avenue's lobby before we took off :p

pic 8: makan makan at Mak Teh's before trip to Penang

My hubby brought me jalan jalan. The best thing was he kept saying that he is lucky to have me as his wife, and i did not question much to find out why. * I thought, his smile looks genuine to me, hence no further question asked*. :)

pic 9: the view from our hotel room in Penang

pic 10: it is indeed located at the end of the world in Batu Feringghi.

After the 2 nights spent in Kedah, we headed straight to Penang the 2nd Raya. We then spent a night in Penang, went to End of the World Seafood for dinner, managed to get a tee at Rock Shop, Bt Feringhi. The next day planned to have Nasi Kandar for lunch (though me and hubby did not fancy), yet *fortunately* the in laws canceled the plan sbb ramai sngt org beratuq. Then we stopped at KLCC around 6+ish for Lunner (lunch+dinner) before went back to Putrajaya. LOL.

pic 11: i had to post 11 photos. haha 11 is my fav num. btw i took this photo during the bad traffic otw back from Penang

All in all, despite the massive traffic jam, I had a blast this raya! It was a meaningful experience for me. Raya with his family was not that bad. They are good, pleasant and warm ppl. and indeed I was too exhausted to be upset for not having my family around. :P Though it was my hubby who was the chauffeur, Johor - Putrajaya - Kedah - Penang - KLCC - Putrajaya. For that, my utmost gratitude to Allah, Ya Rabb, for the marriage with this wonderful man, the love of my life, JF.

Love,

Salam satu syawal (terlambat post)

2011-09-02T09:25:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, complete sudah sebulan ramadhan. Semoga amalan yg baik diberi keberkatan, yg tidak elok diberi pengampunan, dijadikan sempadan dan tauladan. Hari yg baru jalani dengan tenang. Salam satu syawal dari saya & keluarga. ;)

love,

Cubaan berpuitis

2011-08-12T21:33:00.006+08:00

I dedicate this entry to my special one and only biological sibling, Along. This year is gonna be their (Along & family) first raya away from us. She is working with MOFE, posting abroad. I hope she'll be happier there. ;) Allow me to describe her, here goes;

Awak sngt kuat,

Saya kagum dengan awak

Allah datangkan ribut taufan,

awak tetap mampu berdiri,

Di lautan ketika pengayuh deras dilarikan ombak besar,

Awak mengayuh guna tangan dan ranting kecil di atas rakit yg awak bina.

Wanita berjiwa kental, nurani suci,

Sabarlah dengan segala ujian Allah,

Kerana sesungguhnya tiada lain selain syurga jualah tempat orang orang yg bersabar dan beramal soleh.

Kecekalan awak menginsafi hati kecil sy

Awak akan tetap juara di hati sy

Tunjuklah sifat mulia awak kepada kedua panglima dan puteri,

Sesungguhnya awak tetap dalam ingatan kami sekeluarga di sini

I love u so much kakak

Selamat menyambut puasa di tempat baru

Semoga hari hari mendatang dpt dilalui dengan bahagia

Tiada lagi duka hanya tawa ria hendaknya di sebelah sana

Doa sy buat awak akan sentiasa menjadi peneman

Her patience and perseverance never fail to lift her up,

whilst humility and humanity remain as the foundation to keep her feet down,

these 4 traits will always remain as our DNA,

mana mana pergi sy bawa nama keluarga saya,

sy akan pegang teguh prinsip yang 4 ini

insya allah.

love,

It has been a year...

2011-08-07T10:49:00.012+08:00

...since I last posted in this blog! Now I'm back from such a loooooooong hiatus.

In my last entry, I blabbed about my wedding preparation. Now what? Will I be nagging about being a wife? Knowing myself, I'm pretty sure that I will one day, if not today! Well, that's just 'me' being 'me'. But then, when I started to look at things from the other perspectives, I tend to see that my life is not that bad, at all. ~~Not denying the facts that there are few things bothering me at times.~~ But then again, I'm not perfect; that at times, for all I know my heart will start to do the talking while my mind is still on 'standby' or 'sleeping' mode.

I'd like to share a quote I got from a colleague that caught my attention, "When your mind is WEAK, a situation becomes PROBLEM. When your mind is STRONG, the same situation becomes an OPPORTUNITY."

Now let's be more creative to unearth the invisible opportunities in every problem that we have. I guess, this is a good start eh? Who's with me?

Anyway, this is my ultimate fav photo from one of my albums :)

was having hot ginger tea after a long hot bath & massage at avi spa, feb 2011

love,
nr

i cant sleep

2010-08-05T04:19:00.004+08:00

n i cant stop thinking about it.

i am so nervous

i have tonnes of things in my to-do list

my case would be different from some of you

as he is not in his tip top condition

i got to plan well

so it would be easier fr him

i hope everything will be smooth sailing, amin

anyways, i must sleep so gd night beautiful people!

love,

checklist utk hantaran

2010-08-04T02:58:00.016+08:00

we will just do ala kadar since x sempat dah nk mcm mcm. huu... in 6 months how much can i save pun? :P this is a checklist fr me on hantaran punya part. yang lain akan menyusul. ikutkan hati nk mcm mcm. tp fikirkan fulus, huuuu kena lah berpada pada. tu la siapa suh shopping nak rak every month? dah tak ade saving. waaaaaaaaaaaaa Y_Y. takkan nk korek duit tabung haji? NO NO NO dont ever think abt it pls! starting from this gaji i must save at least 1k per month pandai pandai lah nak hidup (tolak monthly commitment duit kereta, sewa rumah, credit card, study loan, streamyx, celcom, electricity, personal insurance n savings prudential, etika, water, mama, fara, petrol, toll, makan = around 2.5k ). I MUST COMMIT! no membazir bazir!

anyways the list goes;

from him

1. cincin merisik, cincin tunang, cincin nikah

2. berdiri

4. telekung

5. handbag

6. hantaran

7. mas kahwin

for him

1. cincin

2. sirih berbunga :P

3. sejadah

4. wallet n belt or iphone

5. kasut

6. perfume n toiletries

7. fruits

8. patchi

9. cupcake

love,

11022011 and 20022011

2010-08-03T20:52:00.004+08:00

SAVE the DATES! ;)

alhamdulillah, setelah dirancang maka termaktublah tarikh tarikh penting buat sy dan pasangan. cewah!

insyaallah perancangan yang lain bakal menyusul.

tp buat kawan kawan, sila lah block tarikh yang dinyatakan di atas

11022011 - tunang selepas asar dan nikah seterusnya. malam ialah berinai.

12022011 - majlis persandingan pihak perempuan

20022011 - majlis resepsi pihak lelaki.

honestly i haven't done any prep yet.

baju mungkin ktorg choose tema white time nikah tu. sanding kat my side kaler peach, n sanding kat his side kaler putih.

utk siapa yg ada di johor sila lah dtg ke johor, utk siapa yang ada di putrajaya, sila lah dtg ke putrajaya okay? i hope it's not too early to announce this. cause i believe with byk doa segala miracle akan jadi. mana tau berkat doa korang sumanya smooth sailing kan? AMIN. and i still believe that doa semua org lah yang membuatkan johan makin kuat n recover each day. thank u fr ur prayers! :) doakan kami ye? many many thanks!

love,

why 11.11.11?

2010-07-31T19:56:00.018+08:00

it is my 29th bday. guess i am all set before entering my 30s.

hari jumaat hari baik.

n always be my dream, my wish since i was little.

plus i think by that time, he is already as fit as a fiddle.

but what ever our parents agreed and decided on july 24th, 2010 i will just follow. heard that it will be early nx year? huuuu 1.1.11 pweeeez!

now, we have to think of themes!!! both my mom and his mom hv been asking me the same question, "nak tema apa?"

huuuu.. any suggestion? TOLONGGGG!

btw, im back to blog babeh! ;)

love,

finally, he's back to his home sweet home :)

2010-02-13T23:30:00.003+08:00

at last! weeehooo
yay bb balik!!!
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after a month + spending time in the hospital
my bear is finally back!!!
he's sleeping now
he wants me to be by his side
and here i am blogging right beside him
syukur alhamdulillah, for his speedy recovery
everyday i get to see his progress
alhamdulillah
im thankful and greatful fr his blessings
tt keep my bear stronger and stronger each day

im very happy to knw tt he's getting better day by day
alhamdulilllah

and thanks all, for your prayers
it's your prayers tt keep him strong ;)

<3,
nr

w my bb, and happy bday mummy!

2010-01-29T05:10:00.004+08:00

hohoho merry xmas to u!
dn forget to eat kismis okay!
i love u mummy, Aishah Mohd!
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we were just finished talking
he's sleeping nw
thr are soooooo many things to catch up
and im glad he started to talk to me
i mean yes we talked a lot
but tonight it was only me spending the night w him @ his room
(he's in a private hosp, transfered from GH KL icu 2 wks after the unfortunate event occurred)

and since im not working tomorrow, as PET bagi cuti thaipusam awal :P
so i'll be his nurse here lah sorang.
slama ni mmg tdo sini hari hari pun cuma maybe he was nt ready to cerita byk kot
1, probably he's still trauma
2, probably cause dia tau im working the nx day
3, probably sbb mama (his mom) pun ada sini gak

nw that only the 2 of us je dia pun suka berbual tu...
not tt dia x ske bila ada org lain cuma mungkin dia x ready n dia tak nak org risau
before mama left smlm, she gave me pics yg dia ada. pics of him masa kat GH KL tu n bnyk lagi. so i asked him if he's ready to see how he looks like dlu, and he nodded.

he cried. i told him it's okay to show me ur emotion. tp jgn nangish byk.
"sbb tu i suh baby buat sujud syukur. nw u nmpk dlu muka u camana kan?" i said.
dia nodded and keep on cakap allahu akbar...
aaaww tt's my boy! ;)

to bb,
i'm here to go through this w u
dn be afraid as u're not alone
everyone's praying fr u
so glad to see u everyday
ur smile
ur eyes

even though we dint talk tt much,
u can always count on me
dn be surprise if i told u i knw how u feel
as u are part of me, bb
my other half
my significant othr

get up real fast
u got to breathe the fresh air outside
we'll go climb broga k?
but before tt we go panjat bukit depan ur new hse
ada bukit tinggi sngt mcm my all time fav cerita, heidi
and i knw u will recover soon, i hv no doubt!
insya allah tomorrow will always be a brighter day fr u, fr me, fr us
i love u,
and sama sama doa tt our dreams will come true k yayang?
*hugish*

<3,
nr

he's in icu

2010-01-24T09:17:00.008+08:00

alhamdulillah. the skin grafting (operation) went well. it took more than 7 hrs, since the Datuk Dr. said tt his body can take it. initially they plan to do his right hand / left hand (just one side) first yesterday.

nw to dry his perut and i think to avoid the infection, tt's why they put him in the icu. icu room number 2. last time in hkl, they put him in the icu, room number 2 as well. how ironic!

me and his dad waited in his room. we escorted him to the o.t ard 8 am yesterday. after had our tea, both of us were informed by the nurse tt he wont be sleeping in the room that night. so we went to see him at the icu. he looked super worried. probably the morphine job, i think he was hallucinating something. his heart rate was quite high. :( Datuk Dr. tried to calm him down. his father did too. but he seemed restless and worried plus in great pain i supposed? i could see the blood on his perut tu. i think dia sakit sngt.

after his dad and Datuk Dr went out from the room, i talked to him sikit.
"baby, kejam mata k? dont worry. baby buat apa yg i salu pesan k? bayangkan tgh sujud. then bersyukur pada allah. dah smpai this stage allah selamatkan u."

he nodded to segala benda i said. but i think he wont remember this, cause he was on morphine tu. js like the time kat hkl. dia tak ingt segala apa dah time yg dia on morphine tu.

alhamdulillah dia buat jugak lepas i told him to do so. sbb tadi memule masa his dad and Datuk Dr. tu bercakap dia cam dada laju sngt. mcm sakit ke marah ke risau ke ape tah. :(

then i said tt i need to go. i need to give him time to rest.then he nodded. he'll probably still duduk in the icu until today kot. will visit him in the afternoon karang.

i hope he'll recover real soon. i wont stop praying fr him. fr us. to have the happily ever after, in our chapter that we're looking fr. amin amin amin.

many thanks to all fr the prayers. i really appreciate it.

<3,
nr

baby!!! :)

2010-01-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

im soooooooooooooooooooo happy
cant wait lah fr u to recover
rehat k baby!!!
insya allah tahun ni sy akan mengumumkan berita baik kami...
kawan kawan doakan kami k?

<3,
nr

alhamdulillah

2010-01-16T21:49:00.009+08:00

baby, i love u so much
jgn risau i dah plan something for us
bila i baik i dah plan suma dah fr us kay bb
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sayuuu sngt hati tgk him today...
he asked an iphone from his dad
LOL. his dad is gonna get him one!
and nk makan kenny rogers
his dad pun bawak me and immey to kenny rogers kat setapak

and i suapkan him masa dinner tu
dia bykkkkk ckp
we talked byk sngt
byk things sngt nk catch up
he told me tt dia hallucinate byk sngt

he told me tt he loves me soooo much
and he already plan utk us
he asked me not to worry

i told him not to say such thing
"tak ape bb
jgn ckp plan plan tu
but i pun ada plan fr us
i nak kita sama sama berubah ke arah kebaikan
insya allah suma jadik senang"

plg bermakna bila dia ckp
"bb i want u to be my wife"

i terus sebakkkkkkkk
but tak nangis
LANGSUNG tak pernahhhh nangis depan dia

i told him tt me too wanna be his...
" bb u knw right, i told u before kan? i nk u bukan kat sini je. i syg u smpai kat sana...
sbb yg penting skarang kita sama sama ada utk satu sama lain
sbb after this incident mmg betul betul mengajar kami
harta benda satu saat je if tuhan nak tarik
sama lah dengan nyawa"

he nodded to everything tt i said
he even ikut apa yg i suh dia recite...
alhamdulillah. :)

insya allah lepas ni kami sama sama nk berubah menjadi lebih baik daripada hari hari sebelum ini.
amin...

i heart u soooooooooooooooo much bear!!!

<3,
nr

LOL. when the morphine do the talking

2010-01-16T06:57:00.004+08:00

nurse : siapa tu?
j : nooreen
nurse : nooreen tu siapa?
j : gf saya lah!!!!
j : jgn la buat sy cam ni... mana fresh orange yg sy order tadi?????????
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4 jan 10 dlm kul 11 lebih, he smsed me, saying tt he cdnt sleep
and i replied back, mee too cant sleep.

tiba tiba je... i dint sedar sngt sebenarnye... slama ni mmg tak pernah dengar kalau phone ringing time tgh tgh malam pagi camtu. tetibe mcm dlm mimpi, dengar sayup sayup his mom's voice. mcm panic sngtt.. pastu she said, okay mama pass pada jojo k? pastu the only thing he said was, "sayang, im sorry".. masa tu baru lah mata terjaga besar. and his mom took the phone back and said, "nooreen dtg hosp putrajaya sekarang, habissssssss nooreen, umah mama. habis terbakar nooreen...." i was like, haaa? okay ma, okay nooreen dtg skarang. then efi's wife (kakak ipar johan) called me. i was like terpinga pinga lagi sebenarnya. i asked her, hosp putrajaya tu kat precint 9 ke? she said, hosp putrajaya. huuuuuuuuu so ye lah tu. betul la kot, ku fikir sendirian. LOL. actually i was mcm ala ala blur gila sbb mmg tgh tdo time tu hujan.

i drove my jlv laju gila. mcm ape tah... sampai habis segala lubang dilanggari. then, bole terlajak sbb my mind was like tak berapa nak focus. sooo many questions lingering. dengan sejuk nye lagi. it was raining masa tu. hujan yg agak lebat gak la kot.

then i saw efi tgh duduk kat luar pintu kecemasan tu. bila dtg je kat dia, dia terus peluk. suruh sabar. i was like. what happen to jojo?????????????????????? dia suh tenang. masa tu was like ada tenaga jantan mengalir dari dlm badan. air mata lah tapinya... mcm nk meletuppppppppp jantung sbb masa tu baru realised yg rupanya my bf terbakar teruk. efi told me to stay sabar and the only thing tt he told me abt him is, cam ni lah nooreen, u bayangkan lah org minyak. camtu lah jojo. habissssssssss suma hitam. huuuuuuuuu, masa itulah tidak tertahan tahan lg nangis... it was 3 am camtu. i was like sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gila.... i cried my heart out.

then tak lama pastu baru his dad dtg hosp. with uncle bob. bau asap kuat gila the moment uncle kuar keta. and the nurse amek la the blood pressure and all. masa tu uncle terbatuk batuk teruk jugak. ada sikit minor injuries on his siku and lutut. his mom at tt time was still @ their hse. then, tak lama tu baru mama smpai. she was okay. perfectly okay. tak ada apa apa pun luka. alhamdulillah.

then efi ckp uncle panggil suh masuk kat bilik yg uncle tgh rest tu (hosp putrajaya). "nooreen, tlg uncle. nooreen tlg teman jojo. nooreen ikut ambulance".... masa tu mmg sedih gila. i wish i cd tahan my tears in front of him. tp tak bole. he hold my hands tightly. i burst into tears. i was soooo sad. masa called my mummy and mama pun i cried like crazy. so sad. i cdnt control myself. sbb i asked the hosp guys, how is he? diorang ckp dia punya burn is 95%.. masa tu lah lagi nangis gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... tak tahan okay.

then... dlm kul 7 camtu, barulah ambulance dtg. haa, tt was the first time lah i saw him since terbakar tu. alhamdulillah. tak lah 95%. muka dia okay... badan dia okay. imagine tt he was wearing t shirt and boxer (sbb nk tdo kan).... ha, tt part yg covered w baju n bxer tu, tak terbakar. alhamdulillah... i was with him. dlm ambulance. tt was the first time sy naik ambulance. from putrajaya to gh kl. y there? cause itulah satu satunya tempat yg ada burn care unit. seriously! prince court pun tak ada. private hosp ada yg ada specialist, but thrs no unit yet. m not quite sure. tp tak cukup equipment la kot. yada yada...

to date, dah almost 2 weeks he was admitted kat wad kebakaran tu. and alhamdulillah, berkat doa semua org (tima kasih semua), dia dpt buka mata pada 14 jan lepas. and semlam dia punya ventilator tube tu dah dibuka. he can breathe on his own now.

smlm byk benda he talked. actually bukan him, but the morphine. i will always pray hard fr yr speedy recovery, mr bear! i <3 u so much!

ada lg yg dia ckp smlm, paling tersentuh hati, masa dia asked me, eh bila u ada kat sini? and i said, bear i talked to u soo many times tadi u tak sedar ke? its okay bear, its the morphine. pastu dia ckp, bukak la pintu ni... i ckp pintu mana.. pintu ni lah..... u nk g mana? i asked dia ckp i nk g kat diorang lah. diorang mana??? i asked him back. dia ckp my parents la!!!! i nk tolong diorang. i told him tt they are perfectly okay. macamana okay pulak he asked. then i ckp uncle bob kan dah selamatkan diorang.. he asked me back, kan ada 4 pintu. pintu mana diorg kuar. and uncle bob mana??? borhan???? i replied back, ye bb. uncle borhan. diorang tak kuar lalu pintu, diorang kan naik roof. uncle borhan bagi tangga kat diorang... diorang okay. u je yg teruk. in fact tadi kan mama da nyanyi kan u tido kan u... u tak ingt ke??????? then, he ckp "owhhh a ah, sorry ye syg, " then dia sengih... masa tu hibaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sngt sngt.... pastu meronta ronta nk balik... :(

tp paling kelakar masa tetibe je dia called me.... dia tanya berminat tak???? i said minat ape? dia ckp KELAWAR. i was like ape? nurse pun tanye lah kelawar? dia ckp a ah. pastu dia sambung, ala... sy tanye je kalau awak berminat nk beli.. LOL. and nurse tu pun ckp lah buat ape. tak ape lah dia tak kacau biar je la kelawar tu. pastu dia ckp, owwhh... then tetibe je die goyang goyang kaki, kak fresh orange satu! pastu tu yg nurse tanye tu, awak kenal tak tu depan awak tu siapa. tu yg dia marah tu... nooreen! gf sy lah!!! *sambung kat atas ....*

<3,
nr

you wdnt want to be in my shoes, seriously!!!

2010-01-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

insya allah everything will be okay
this is just another nightmare
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shoooh bad dreams, pls dn come near me

<3,
nr

welcome to the world danisya

2010-01-02T13:50:00.009+08:00

danish iskandar sudah dpt baby sister
danisya insyirah namanya ;)
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im a proud aunt,
my sister gave birth to a very beautiful daughter
yesterday 01 01 10, a ny baby
one day danish and danisya must take care of mummy k?
love all of you lots! when there's no one to turn to, pls remember that aunty is always gonna be thr for you and fr mommy too! grow healthy, beautifully and may u will always be at the right track, little princess! aunty loves u Y.Y

just reached home (ser), will go to mothercare alamanda nak tukar baju danisya.. kecik sngt la aunty beli.. huuu fr u and abg danish aunty tak kisah okay! pls remember that!
haha baju diorang je da sama harga ngan baju² tt i bought fr myself in 4 days non-stop shopping haritu. amazingly i managed to control myself not to swipe my credit card. *clap clap* dah berbulan² tak guna langsung the magic card.

anyways, for this entry aunty gives special label okay, but it exceeded 200 characters, so here it goes;
Baby Hugs Bear, Love-a-Lot Bear, Cheer Bear, Sweet Dreams Bear, Wish Bear, Bedtime Bear, Funshine Bear, Harmony Bear, Heartsong Bear, Good Luck Bear, Tenderheart Bear, Champ Bear, Surprise Bear, Take Care Bear, True Heart Bear, Smart Heart Bear, Shine Bright Bear, Superstar Bear, Thanks-a-Lot Bear

danisya insyirah, jadik budak baik okay?

<3,
nr

...and i cant stop

2009-12-31T05:47:00.003+08:00

i cdnt stop shopping
owh my goodness
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yesterday bought 2 pair of jeans fr me
and went to alamanda to take his pants tt i bought on tuesday
then we (me and my "pic", immeylito) went to fitness concept
to measure my fat mass, metabolism, yada²
yes, i am lighter. 2kg lighter to be exact!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehooooooo
need to get rid another 2.+kg
but i'm a bit upset to get to knw tt my metabolism is super low
anyways, bought a 3 lbs Purple Neoprene Dumbbells thr to tone my muscle, firm my arm n chest :b
let's see how firm i can be
huuu

today is cuti
and i am so happy!!!

<3,
nr

down down all the way

2009-12-29T06:50:00.006+08:00

say no to fat
weeeeehooo!
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i've found the cure
not to eat when i'm sad
when he's not ard
when i'm depressed
when i feel like missing him

for me spending my $ on nice clothes
is my new hobby
it's like a new vaccine, new cure tt i've under estimated all this while
nw it works

i go shopping like almost everyday nw
and bought some really really nice tops, skirts and pants
when i shop, i go for the smallest sized tops and pants
when im back home, i try it on
yes, then i realised tt i need to lose more
so i won't eat @ night, and consume very small portion of nice foods
an i'm avoiding fast food
so i can perfectly fit in those tops
but have no worries bb, i still shop for things w reasonable price, *i think* and no, i dint swipe my card. i use my own cold hard cash! -_-'
i went shopping @ zara, mng, guess, pdi, nichi, vincci and last night there was this kedai i dint even remember it's name next to nichi @ the mines. i bought a nice jacket worth 69.90 and a dress @ yin yang (LOL) worth rm103.20 after 20% disc.
to sum up my 2 day shopping, i bought a total of 3 jackets, 3 tops, 1 mini skirt, 1 dress, 1 legging, 1 pair of sandals, 2 wedges.
seriously i think the most expensive item tt i bought was the jacket frm zara. but it's not more than 200. yay! :) i seriously not gonna buy a top worth rm600 like i did before. i dn think it's practical to do so. unless it's soooooooo cantik lah kan :)
nw i need to get more bags, shades, and accessories plus perfume. went to robinson the perfume i'm looking for was not thr. so jyeah, will try to find it @ alamanda kot?

aite, i shd take my shower nw
it's time to work!
positif positif positif!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3,
nr

let's talk 2010

2009-12-25T10:23:00.003+08:00

no way! im gonna be kurus back
2010 here i come
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despite being too ambitious not to become too ambitious fr nx year,
i've decided tt i want to focus to 1 solid resolution
which is to weigh 36. ouch!
kasik POTONG itu 10 kilo lemak
let's see if i can!
so jyeah

happy new yr, ppl~

<3,
nr

feel like writing

2009-12-22T00:39:00.004+08:00

writer's block... ouch!
neno neno neno neno
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sooo many things happened
but i cant even put them in words
gahhhh

will probably share abt my new year's resolutions
wait, do i have any??? pfft!

<3,
nr

yes jake is hot

2009-11-27T11:16:00.017+08:00

i thought i would fall for him this time
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when i watched the trailer,
i was like, owh jake is soooooooo hot with his new haircut n 6 pax
what i dint knw was that he would show his muscles, 6 pax whatever u call it all the time
it's a bit distracting to watch him without baju. not tt i dint like to see his muscles, but its overwhelming pulak dah. too much! plus i dnt quite like his character, he's OVER PROTECTIVE, immature and he gets angry all the time! lol.

i still have the "awwwwwwwwww" thing whenever edward is ard huhu even from the beginning.. start start je da melt tgk him
he is soooooooooooo romantic, i love to see him watching bella sleeping
there's this indescribable feeling whenever i got to see him in the movie...
owh edward! i still think tt he is sexier than jake. probably because he only take his shirt off once, in this movie. :P and he looks normal.... not tooo bulky here and there, if u get what i mean :P

im talking abt new moon, incase u're wondering
cheers~

and owh selamat hari raya aidiladha

<3,
nr

kasihan dia

2009-11-23T19:18:00.003+08:00

jadik cikgu tegas kene bombard pula
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a friend of mine who is a lecturer in perak
..... to be continued,

<3,
nr

phew~

2009-11-15T20:01:00.011+08:00

nasib baik tak ada aedes
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im back after a long break!!!!
2 wks cuti sngt lah awesome~

guess what did i see when i entered my room?????
my cpu turned into a fish pond
lupa tutup tingkap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can u imagine? tt was fr 2 weeks .. huuu
and im thankful tt mr p, the cpu is still okay
i called him mr p for panther :P cause it is black and laju plus kacak
i was quite upset at first because i couldnt switch it on
then i went to the mines
and brought him to a pc store
only then i realised tt it was my extension tt rosak
cause "nothing wrong w ur cpu", said the comeyl sales guy :P

phew phew phew~

<3,
nr

dear nooreen

2009-11-12T17:33:00.003+08:00

11. 11. 2009
my 17th bday~
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im 17 + 10 this yr ;)
throughout these wonderful yrs
i've met so many ppl,
encountered so many events in life
good ones, as well as the not so good ones,
went through ups and downs

im thankful tt im still here learning so many great things in life
all i can say is Syukur Alhamdulillah for the blessings tt "HE" has bestowed on me

<3,
nr

counting down...

2009-11-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

11.11.09
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am missing him already.... Y_Y
but having a blast at home
mama's asam pedas is absolutely the best~
^^
so many things to tell
the worst part is my jlove got his first scratch yesterday; ouch!

<3,
nr

2 weeks hiatus

2009-11-04T03:27:00.002+08:00

going back to o'o till nx week
will be back on the 16th
cause i bet the connection @ my kampung will be as slow as a snail :(

<3,
nr

this is it

2009-11-03T05:27:00.001+08:00

tak kira nk gak tgk!!!!!
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<3,
nr

so its true

2009-11-01T13:10:00.007+08:00

"makin panjang lah langkah awak nanti"....
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went to mummy's place after work last friday
lina (mama bebe's first daughter) was thr too
she's in her 2nd sem (matrix UIA)
a very bright student she is
*sngt pandai straight As and veryyyyyyyy humble at the same time*
and owh she's very pretty :) macam snow white~
honestly im proud of her and all my cousins, plus my siblings
k, drop tt
had lamb and soup
nyummylicious!!! mummy cooked fr us

then
last night he planned to take me to rumah gapena from polo(mummy's crib)
it supposed to be an outdoor show
since it was raining, the crowd were moved into the hse.
we arrived thr a bit late, so we couldnt squeeze ourselves and end up watching under the umbrella outside the window.
it was a bit frustrating cause i couldnt see a thing since i am ehem "not-so-tall".

well honestly, i was kinda disappointed since we have canceled the plan to watch a live band @ shah alam

then we headed straight to my place
to park my car...
went to bdoo's place to watch liverpool game last night (pffft)
*dah la suma plan cancel, the reds kalah pulak!*
then he sent me back home.
after watching man u vs blackburn.. (ha ha funny watching obertan tunjuk macho adrenaline terlebih naik :P)
it was almost 5 am already

then this morning yaya called and we went to the mines fr breakfast
initially she wanted to have mc d
unfortunately they dint serve breakfast thr
so we had subway fr breakfast!
huuuuu GEMOK lah!

then i told yaya tt i need to wash my jlove
and yaya pun wanted to wash her car too
same car, same J, diff version, diff color
funny cause when we parked our car side by side,
yaya mentioned tt her car is like "Adam", and mine is like "Nur Kasih"
kah kah kah! she said tt her car looks like a bad boy.

nw im back n sleepy
so jyeah, toodles~

<3,
nr

and we did not make it

2009-11-01T04:54:00.003+08:00

hey rafa, what now???
pfffft

<3,
nr

so we won ;)

2009-10-27T02:38:00.012+08:00

u will nvr walk alone, baby~
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i knw this is so yesterday ;)
but jyeah we won it!
booooooo to MU~

and owh it was my first time joining blog contest
don't think i will win it though
cause i dint get most of the lagus right
tx azyze for the invitation :)

now i'm at bdoo's
watching them play win e non stop
dari tadi diorang nyanyi, "deko deko deko"
apakah??????? ha ha ha
it's the player's name , DECO
everytime he scores, they'll sing tt song
the theme song fr deko bersama eric, if im not mistaken
funnier when he missed the ball,
they will end up cursing deco after singing the deko theme song.
kah kah kah
and now instead of deco; ary is singing," gomez gomez gomez"
hahahahahaha

okay la, it's time to make a move
they've had enough playing kot for tonight
need to drop him @ his hse
and off to my place

à tout à l'heure~ (bunyik dia toodle-oo)

<3,
nr

im back ;)

2009-10-25T23:12:00.011+08:00

he loves my jlove ;)
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i drove all the way frm my hometown
o'o - ser
ALONE :)
since jlove was a virgin (nw he's not),
i rode him slow; the max was just 120
to overtake a lorry
huuu

arrived my apt ard 4+ pm
thr i saw, he was waiting fr me already
he parked his chichi and
then off we went to de chiengmai, sg buloh
had my fav tonyam, ayam pandan, kailan ikan masin and telur dadar thr
yummy!!!
then we went pusing pusing berendot at town
somebody enjoyed lenjaning my car ;)
heh

before he drove me back to my apt,
we went to the car wash nearby my place
and he belanja me cuci my jlove

and now he's watching liverpool vs man u
i dn feel like watching
probably toooooo exhausted
let's hope the kop is going to do magic tonight
im tooooo frustrated w them already
pls play well, even w/out the captain marvel!!!!
hope rafa knw what he's doing!
but i still have faith in my team
you'll nvr walk alone~

okay, gd night ppl~

<3,
nr

okay

2009-10-21T04:44:00.001+08:00

took my shower
and lets hope i could go to sleep
peace n sound

gd night beautiful ppl~

<3,
nr

must sleep must sleep must sleeeep!!!!

2009-10-21T03:44:00.009+08:00

instead, here i am
cant sleep
having nasi lemak ayam goreng and roti bakar didnt help at all!
now im writing this hatred mail to my mata (lets see whthr it helps *crdts to ihatepeter.com for the idea*) ;

dear mata,
if you fail to cooperate,
i wont be able to perform well tomorrow
theres gona be a big event tt i need to cover tomorrow
if tt doesnt help, let me try this,
i do not want to look like a panda bear beside dato sri farid ridzuan tomorrow, mata!!!
owh come on, pls do me justice!

haha, this is insane!
i'll try other option then, mandi perhaps?

<3,
nr

i hate you peter

2009-10-21T02:13:00.014+08:00

"Have you ever desperately wanted to tell someone off, but couldn't find the words at the time?

Or there's someone you just can't stand, but you've never had the opportunity to tell that person why to his/her face.

Well, now's your chance. Tell Peter off. Tell him what you really think. Tell him exactly what you want to say to the other person.

It's time for you to have some closure."
-- exact words taken from http://www.ihateyoupeter.com/ --

something i stumbled upon while browsing the net.
haha! silly~ but it might work fr some ppl. ;)

as fr me, i prefer telling the real person off or js keep it to myself or at least talk to someone close... well ppl, just let it out!!! guess this is an exercise for anyone who doesnt feel like talking to anyone else abt it and had enough keeping to urself. ;)

<3,
nr

tummy gone wild

2009-10-18T09:43:00.013+08:00

went to 3 open hses yesterday
first to en seth's in shah alam
then to kak noriah's
the last one was kak zizah's

now my tummy dint do me justice
huuuu

pause....

immeylito js called to meet up
we plan to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs
sounds interesting!
but having meatball @ ikea wd also be nice!
missing those days when we used to share the same room in cyber

cut it short,
nw m craving for meatball
tts all i cd think of right nw

meatballl~~ owh meatballllllll~~~
*drooling*

<3,
nr

my j.love

2009-10-17T21:10:00.009+08:00

i couldn't afford buying plate number 11
so i bought 6119 instead..
6 and 9 represent ', and '
to me, my plate number will look like '11' he he

thank u to uncle leman for his patience
at first he wanted to buy JLU 5959 for me
he already got the number, just abt to pay
i asked uncle to hold it first
and still insisted him to get me 6119
it was almost a month uncle helped me w this
i rejected sooo many nice numbers...
the nicest was jlj 808.
sorry uncle
lucky he knws 'someone' thr....
owh thank u sooo much!
pity him....
plus the agent was like pissed off w me
hahaha he said tt his boss said if i still dont have the number
they wanted to give the car to someone else first
gahaha~

well im relieved now cause ive got the num
and..
will get my bday present earlier i supposed?
hehe

thank u mama
i love u soooooooo much!
i will be a good driver, ma! ;)

<3,
nr

a nightmare...

2009-10-17T09:45:00.013+08:00

i saw me and him
i was at the porch
he was on his way to the car
strangely the car parked outside the gate

during tt time, i was just locked my hse door
and i saw there are two "foreigners" followed him
at tt time he asked me to hurry to go to the car
and i screamed out loud, "bb tepi and belakang u ada indon"
and he automatically turned to his left and belasah those two guys
both of us were okay, alhamdulillah

"yay, my hero saved us"
we managed to get into the car

i woke up
and it was 4 am this morning

and i wonder what is the message
****************************************
but before i sleep
i pray to god to let him get what he wants,
what he desires, what he wishes to have
if he's the one, please let him lead me to the right track
if he's not meant to be with me, please let him go

you see, i knw deep inside he is a good guy
i seldom talked abt this guy who is always thr for me
who is not just a lover to me, he is more like a friend,
a bestfriend, a teacher, a brother and even like a father
we argued, we fought, we screamed at each other's face
both of us find it's hard to be the significant other

but in the end, after each fight,
it's always abt what we wanted to do then;
to patch, to learn, to understand; what it takes to compromise

o dear almighty, pls listen to my prayer
if he's the one for me, please open all the paths for us
pls teach me how to forgive and forget
and pls pls pls bless us with your utmost love
regardless anything happen
with your blessings, we pray hard to be ready to accept
what's written; your decision, your plan,
will be the best thing for both of us; it's no doubt
amin

<3,
nr

ladidadada~

2009-10-13T02:18:00.004+08:00

im sooo happy everytime i get a new hairdo
whether it looks okay or not
i will stay looking at the mirror for hours
vain, i know ;)

<3,
nr

happy 51

2009-10-11T17:09:00.003+08:00

11.10.09
happy 51 (and still counting)
^__^

<3,
nr

10.10.10

2009-10-10T12:45:00.006+08:00

next year ;)
i wonder whr i will be

<3,
nr

alhamdulillah

2009-10-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

i am feeling content

<3,
nr

blogging contest

2009-10-04T22:25:00.016+08:00

i found out that there is a blogging contest, from rocky's bru's latest entry
for anyone who has the passion in writing; who wish to tell stories from any angle; sharing abt federal territories of Malaysia, here is your chance to grab!
the contest will be from oct 5th, 2009 to jan 5th, 2010
the luckiest one will get the chance to drive away a Peugeot 308...
wait, you can choose any colour tt you want! ;)
here's the link for more info.

so why not try your luck and give a shot?
gambate~

<3,
nr

drowsy

2009-10-03T11:21:00.004+08:00

last night, i canceled my date w adam :P
i slept early
and m still sleepy nw

pity yaya
i dint notice she called for 14 times
waiting for me :(
sorry yaya!

i was soooo tired n sleepy
still am

<3,
nr

nothing can beat this feeling...

2009-10-01T00:08:00.008+08:00

just got back from jojobali spa, palace of golden horses (nearby the place whr i stay) ;)
owhhhh

seriously, nothing can beat this feeling
for 2 nights i could not sleep
but today, right before posting this, i experienced the
HEAVEN SENT total CONTENTMENT!
i cant think of anything else
so gd night ppl,
m signing off

<3,
nr

omg, he used to be a veryyyyyyyyy decent guy (and this is no kidding)

2009-09-29T21:22:00.010+08:00

we used to be classmates since f1 till f ? (couldnt recall) yet we were not tt close
still, i can picture him reading prayers before opening his book
i also remember the way he talked... he dint speak malay fluently
and i was once had a crush on him (ha ha!)
the craziest (if i may say) thing i remembered abt him was he pierced his ears.. tts all!
twas during our schooldays
but i could not ever imagine tt he could do harm to ppl especially his family members
seriously!!!

today, as i got to know from my dormate
and after googling his name for more info
i found out tt before raya he was like everywhere, on the papers
i could not imagine what he's going through
honestly it's hard for me to believe that he could involve in such thing

ezra rusli, a dear friend, i pray for the best thing to happen to you
let's hope tt it was not his intention to do so...
and may all of us take this as a lesson learnt,
for those who still have your biological father,
plsss plss plss at least cherish the moments the two of u share together because you dont have any idea growing up without one... ;) trust me!

<3,
nr

im still up and im craving for more

2009-09-29T04:49:00.027+08:00

i cant sleep
so i continued watching nur kasih
i js finished watching ep17. done!
cant wait for this friday to watch the next ep
hehe
i guess this is just my type of movie
as hard as i don't want to admit it but it could (somehow) connect w things i had in mind (still have 'em)

u see, i nvr stop wishing hard:
1. to be better each day
2. and meeting the right person for me (well, actually i have no clue whthr or not i've met him but i dn want to be ungrateful to wish for the right person, as for now i thanked god for giving me chances to have wonderful ppl and loved ones ard)

i hope one day "he" will grant my wishes,
will answer my prayers...
and hurm who knws, one day i cd be a better person and shall meet the new adam :P
the thing i love the most abt adam is the spirit not to give up in making amends...
to me, it's more than an apology; to make amends.
yes, he was such an arse before. leaving so much pain in nur's back
but he admitted his mistakes and he's trying to mend everything back, and he's doing it right.
..............

ha ha, there! i spilled it out.
ha ha ha ha ha i should probably go to sleep, NOW.
but i m not sleepy yet. well....*shrug*
i think the red / japan's flag is abt to raise anytime soon
so please bear w my emoish entry (since when im not emo? :P)

┐('～`；)┌

and gd night ppl, it's already 6.06 am :(

<3,
nr

adam (day-dreaming mode)

2009-09-28T18:10:00.004+08:00

hate to admit this but i am into that kind of guy
the kind of guy who was once a bad guy
yet at the same time romantic and charming!!!
omg, m head over heels for him!!!!!!!!!!!

incase u're wondering
it's adam from nur kasih! =P

<3,
nr

nur kasih

2009-09-27T22:51:00.006+08:00

i hardly watch the idiot box
cause i dn have any :PpP
a tv, of course!

i was surprised as i noticed tt there is still a good malay drama eh?
it started when somebody asked me to check out a malay movie by kabir bhatia
i googled and instead of downloading it, i just registered the tv3 online tv account
at first i was reluctant to watch it
yet now im still watching the drama. nurkasih, the title is.
am loving the cinematography!!! ;)

and owh i dint go out today
haha drama marathon..
finished mad men, desperate hsewives, and currently watching nur kasih ep10. ;)

<3,
nr

tsunami

2009-09-27T03:10:00.009+08:00

to sum up my evening outing;

went to puduraya ard 4.50, nearly 5 pm
then off to gardens
watched tsunami thr
mixed feeling watching tt movie
funny watching himi? (the girl whos in love w the lifeguard)
scared watching the tsunami attack
sad to watch so many ppl died :(

then went to hartamas
watching my fav team scored 6-1 against Hull thr
jolly on hull, baby~

nw i can sleep soundly as i watched wigan's victory!(wow, it rhymes)
ha ha ha chelsea chelseat! =P (again, it rhymes!)
wait, no offense aight?
some ppl wd just smile and say, "IT IS JUST A GAME!" :)
no? guess tts just me, then :PpP
cheers~

<3,
nr

the cute little thing

2009-09-25T07:12:00.010+08:00

danish my nephew is :)
he speaks gibberish unfortunately he didnt understand mine...
which pissed him off and 'bik'ed me on my back!
bik* is the word he said to mention an action of hitting real hard on one's back.
also known as DEBIK. sekian -_-'

<3,
nr

i think i should start watching news and reading papers religously

2009-09-19T02:33:00.010+08:00

today, i officially realised tt its crucial for me to read newspapers and watch the news...

********************************************************************************

alhamdulillah, here i am nw in jb. it took us almost 3 hrs journey from my place to my hometown. he drove from ser to pagoh. n i drove the other half way. thanks mr doraemon for being the saviour. reached jb at 12.00.

well, actually i missed my bus. i supposed to depart from bukit jalil at 7.35pm. unfortunately being me; too ignorant to watch the news i dint have any idea that i supposed to go to bukit jalil. :( it was clearly written on the ticket "Naik : Hentian Puduraya". and mr bear told me that when he bought the ticket, the person in charge mentioned the bus will depart from Pudu instead of bkt jalil.

obviously it was not pudu. sigh*, and we received the same comment from everyone whom we asked regarding the ticket.. "kan ade kuar berita" .. it was so embarrassing for me not knowing anything abt tt. huuu.. but im thankful to have him ard... my doraemon for volunteering to drive me back to jb. thank you so much. :)

and owh, just abt to publish this post and now at 3.03am, i received his sms saying tt he has arrived safely. alhamdulillah, im thankful that everything went well. sleep tight, doraemon! u always have the solution to my prob and doubt, besides having the answers to my questions. :) u must be tired driving for 6 hrs back to back :PpP have a good rest, then and selamat hari raya! ^^

<3,
nr

exchanging raya wishes

2009-09-16T22:49:00.007+08:00

since raya is js ard the corner,
would like to wish
selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin
to Muslims out there

sad to say this but so long, ramadhan
hope for a better change each year ahead, amin
till we meet again, who knws?

<3,
nr

ugly duckling transformed into a beautiful swan

2009-09-16T20:58:00.007+08:00

this is what am talking abt ;)

<3,
nr

sneezing; the raya fever is back

2009-09-15T03:43:00.008+08:00

huu catching cold
been sneezing since last night
my tummy is not feeling well either
seems like the raya fever is back
huuuu hope it wont be as bad as it was before
which i could barely stand up since i was soo weak, tired and dehydrated last time

pls consider tt im now working dear antibody, owh pls perform well :P
this time ard no one's here to take care of me...
they are miles awayyyyyyy...
spare some justice juices for me, will u?

<3,
nr

eid - ul - fitr is just ard the corner~ and im missing arwah nenek. :(

2009-09-13T09:34:00.019+08:00

its been ages since i could recall the excitement counting down for raya (eid-ul-fitr). not that i do not look forward. its just that i m no longer feeling the vibe to celebrate raya anymore.
when i was a kid, we gathered at arwah nenek's place (place where all of us lived) . mersing it is called.
our family (mama, along and i) plus arwah aunty uji's lived with arwah nenek. mummy, mama bie bie, and busu were there too since they were teenagers at that time. arwah pak long was not ard, but sometimes he was thr too. ibu and her family lives in jb (up until nw). uncle haron lived with his family in kl. just a brief info, there were 8 of them; mama is the 2nd one.
so during a week before raya, ibu and uncle mat (arwah aunty's husband) will bring a lot of fireworks for us (the kids) to play. me myself, love to play the fireworks with a panther on the packaging. everyday we usually get 1 pack of that and 1 pack of mercun bawang and 10 pieces of mercun kaler kaler (red with gold strings). haha for the whole week we would play like nobody's business.
and the otais (the uncles and aunties) will play the ones kids could not barely play for safety reasons. we watched them played happily in front of nenek's place. it was a very joyous moment, once a year. arwah nenek will watch us with her beautiful smile. :) i love to hear her laughters. seriously!
i can still picture her dimples clearly. nenek; the perfectionist, a wonderful lady i've ever met. if i were to name any character that matched her, the closest one tt i could only think of is obviously Bree, from desperate housewives. cause nenek has the solution to every question, and every doubt tt i had in mind. nenek knew how to cook almost everything, and she can turn anything into something beautiful. her house was always clean, her kitchen always smells good, her food was always tasty, her clothes always match with her accessories, her ironing was always perfect, her voice was veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy soothing and beautiful no matter what type of song she sang. she talked with manner, she chose her words carefully.. she spoke a few languages fluently although she had never been to school. she's just a perfect human being i could say. she was married to tok wak when she was 12 if im not mistaken and tok wak passed away in mecca when she was carrying their last son (busu). a brave woman at young age had to survive with the hectic surrounding and tragic loss alone. nenek told us how tok wak was buried thr. i could not imagine how she could survive at her young age, pregnant, alone many miles away from home. owh nenek! T_T
the best part was she knew every man i dated before my current bf, because she passed away during my 2nd year in mmu, which was right before i met this wonderful man in my life.
god is great and gracious for taking her from me and welcoming a nice man in my life. alhamdulillah, im thankful for what God has given me until today. Alhamdulillah.

and al-fatihah to nenek, aunty, pak long, ayah and all my family members who are no longer here to celebrate our raya together. al-fatihah~

<3,
nr

something to ponder

2009-09-11T00:25:00.013+08:00

this morning on the way to the office
he(who drives me everyday to work)
mentioned that he wanted to be rich enough
so could afford going to a private clinic as we passed by the government clinic
pity those ppl who need to wait in a longggggg queue early morning
and to my surprise, i never even noticed that it was just across the street where i live.
i mean i nvr noticed tt is a clinic nearby. it was soo embarrassing to know how ignorant i am. (js now i noticed as i opened my window, i could see the clinic clearly from my room) owh my!

later in the office, i received an email about a visit to our staff's place who met with an accident two months back (if im not mistaken)...
i barely talk to her since i moved to the admin building . before this i was at the academic building. js when i moved to admin, the unfortunate incident happened. and owh actually it takes just a few steps from my workstation to hers. huuu but im a type of person who do not spend much time gossiping. no? heh.. see, the fact is i do not have time to mix around. my workload does not permit me to do so. i only comfortable talking to kak aida who sits next to me, kak zahrah and kak ija from my dept and owh yaya, my closest buddy in the office. not that im selective when it comes to mix ard with the colleagues, just that im quite shy though~ yeah right nooreen! ha ha

okay back to the story.. hurm what touches me the most was the thank you note she conveyed to us in her sms, how grateful she felt, "Terima kasih tak terhingga dari saya atas sumbangan dan prihatinnya warga PERMATA ke atas diri saya yang mana tak pernah saya sangkakan selama ini. Mungkin inilah hikmah ke atas apa yang menimpa saya. Happy jumpa u all maklum lama dah tak ke ofis". i almost burst into tears. because i was there to witness her car crashed. it was a total loss. not to be rude but it was a miracle for her to survive, i must say. *allahu akbar*

so from those two incidents this morning, i learned tt it is crucial for me:

1. to appreciate what i have before it all gone before my eyes
2. to work hard enough to prepare for tomorrow
3. to make sure tt i will never stop paying insurance and will purchase a better insurance for a better coverage
4. to mix ard with everyone regardless how bad they treated me because anyone could be the helping hand when i am in need
5. not taking things for granted
6. to stay positive as it is not the end of the world just yet ;)
7. to be good
8. to be grateful that my loved ones are always there for me
9. to return everyone's favour before i die
10. to believe what i have to believe
11. to get married on 11.11.11 ... ha ha ha

haha, so thats abt it. the lessons learnt tt i need to remember, everyday.
living is not easy. so deal with it. :) it is not a choice, it is a gift. so cherish it!

so yeah, im signing off now..
gd night ppl~

owh wait.. its sept 11th, happy 50 (and still counting) ;)

<3,
nr

painting my room

2009-09-10T01:00:00.023+08:00

been ages since i last went to ikea , buying toys for my room. huhu... when i used to stay in tropicana, ikea was like my 2nd home. nw tt ive moved to ser, going to ikea and OU is no longer in my everyday-must-go list. huhu... and nw im thinking of going thr since i spend most of the time in my room. :) need to have new things tt look nice with kind of good bargain ;)

see, im turning into a very boring type of person. i refuse to go out and have fun with friends. i dont do much shopping nowadays. i dont play keyboard that much. and i quit playing guitar since my pipp skuik (guitar) was smashed by irresponsible person. i knew who did that, it was before i moved to ser. :( and owh i miss him so much (pipp skuik). it was a gift from someone. a token he won as the best guitarist for the battle of the band some time during my final yr in mmu... nw i've lost contact with him. huhu... encik sudu, sudah lama tidak mengacau sy :( as mentioned earlier, i have lost interest to socialise. not sure whether its the age factor that im slowly turning into a boring grumpy nanny. :PpP... not tt im not grumpy nor boring before this, but i dont think im fun anymore. but i hope i wont end up sitting in my room with a cat and knitting sweater till i die. haha...

anyways, here are some nice photos of room decor that i've stumbled upon while browsing about nice room decor. i used to paint my room red. but nw it's banana toffee? (hope i got it right). forgot the name already. i wont paint my room red again because i knw why. it easily made my blood go upstairs (if u knw what im talking abt) haha but at night, when i switched on my reading lamp, it brought some kind of sensational mood! mind me~ ha ha

yada yada this is boring. talking about me.
so thats abt it.

btw, im learning to write the right way. clearly my attempt failed! haha still hard for me to use caps, ' , and there's a lot of typos here and there. hate to admit but i dont enjoy reading! now that i need to do a lot of writing for a living, i must duel with it and put my best effort to win. gahhhh. boring~~

aite ppl, gd night~
owh nw it's already 10.09.09.
nothing much happened on my 09.09.09.
still, with someone i care ;) love that is.^^

<3, nr

why everything seems so perfect...

2009-09-09T01:37:00.015+08:00

...until
you found out that you've been cheated?
and that was not the end just yet
bit by bit incident by incident one after another
leaving bruises marks wounds cuts, yucks!
sad they are not just physically stay
will then slowly eat you
and will u let them win?
thus forever a coward, you will be
con brio!

huhu, rise and shine everyone!
slamat bersahur~

owh yeah 09.09.09 may it brings luck to me ;)
good ones, amin~

<3,
nr

am still up

2009-09-08T04:14:00.003+08:00

decided not to do some thinking tonight
finished up office work
came up with 2 options design for the coming event..
yada yada
this is boring
talking abt my work. huhu

<3,
nr

dejavu... again?

2009-09-07T20:42:00.003+08:00

yes,
created a new blog. so this is it, the latest one. ha ha
my previous blog is currently wandering around and could not find its way back lah.

<3,
nr